If I Wrote a Poem
Streamlined, subconscious, from-the-pits poetry
If I wrote you poetry,
would I hear it in the whisper of the wind
or in the echo of my shadow,
.
If I wrote me a poem
would it bring me comfort
or shame disguised as guilt,
.
If I wrote a poem for you
I would scream it at the top of mountains,
louder than the howling winds that whip around me,
.
If I wrote a poem for you
I would tell you everything I couldn’t have said
shouldn’t have said
never found the voice to say,
.
If I wrote you a poem
I’d tell you that I know you tried.
.
I know you wanted to be better
I’m sorry you’re willing to put your own stuff aside
your pride, your ego
I tell you thank you, because I know
that you still helped and I’m sorry
that it just stopped working
.
if I wrote us a poem,
it would be a jumble of multiple versions
trying to define us in all the uses in my life,
.
How do you even define a poem or the journey to heal
through grief and pain and trauma and disappointments,
how would I even begin to explain what a poem about us could be
.
If I wrote you a poem, I’d ask why we don’t communicate more
what’s blocking our connection
am I still not enough?
.
If I wrote me a poem
I’d sit crisscross legged in front of me
something I don’t do, maybe
that’s the reason I haven’t been writing poetry cause it’s not something I want to do
but I want to connect
I want to find that space where it’s more than just coexistence,
.
At the least
I want to feel my own skin
and thank every hair
all the fuzz
all the buzz
for always being there,
.
But for now,
if I wrote a poem
I’d call it trying
call it first step
I’m working on the rest.
About the Creator
Oneg In The Arctic
A storyteller and poet of arctic adventures, good food, identity, mental health, and more.
Co-founder of Queer Vocal Voices
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Comments (5)
The stream of conscious flow of this was beautiful. A very gentle but honest poem. I loved it!
Wonderful poem. I see how much thought has been going on in the author's mind and you penned it out so well.
This is beautiful. "If I wrote you a poem I’d tell you that I know you tried." That especially hit me. I love the whole concept of "If I wrote you a poem" and "If i wrote me a poem" and the eventual "If I wrote us a poem". That's just so gorgeous and the way you incorporated those lines all throughout the poem really brought everything together so satisfyingly. That last stanza is exceptionally well written and evocative. So well done with this!
This is a great poem. As usual. ❤
What a beautiful stream of dizzy consciousness